Meek Girl

can i call them skeletons if I can't close the door        \

none knows that I'm a whore                                    

would it matter anyway 

if this all got out would anyone stay.

they all want me when i have things to offer

Can't expect much else 

even from my father 

he looks down at his little girl

"don't talk' he says

your better mute.

you have no worth

so take the boot.

these thoughts they stay in my head 

these thoughts come out when I lay in bed 

those demons I wish they were dead

these thoughts of mine have that effect 

 regrets i can never forget

why am I they way i am

why can i not raise a hand

am i coward

am i fake 

should i end my life with a stake 

maybe I'm the demon 

maybe i deserve hell

can they all see

can they tell

I'm not all light 

I'm mostly dark

Oh God!

Don't let them see my heart.

these thoughts they stay in my head 

these thoughts come out when I lay in bed

those demons i wish were dead

these thoughts of none have that effect 

regrets i can never forget 

what about all the things I've done