memories of a picture

When i look at that beautiful babyish face in that picture,
I have a strong shivering suffocating feeling going inside me.
It feels as if i can't bear it anymore.
It deeply feels as if its burning me...

When i look into her smile, i remember all the
perfect things that she had and felt.
It was a smile that brought happiness.
It was honest, and always came so easy
as if it was never forced...

When i look into her eyes i see the bright
sincere sparkling looking coming out.
They were small and dark brown.
They illuminated whatever or wherever she went or looked.

She was cheerful, tranquil, pure and always so innocent
her pure looks and smiles was full of innocence...
Innocence that was recon that it would never break
But it did! Why? Why?

Now everytime i look back at that beautiful young sweetheart,
I know that she is not the same,
and will never be!