Memory of my bumpkin

1.
1: I eagerly sit allowing my minds temptation:
'shrink back at the implications your thoughts is happily dragging me'.
2: Stealing the life-giving breath out of my soul: A memory out of reach but yet in sight.
3: For my thoughts would never sees in letting it go. Thinking it could never breath without.
4: A memory sworn to be kept. My future, seemingly sworn to be swept.
2.
5: But be careful not to loose the path allowing your thoughts to dwell to your past.
6: Black on white, giving my mama bear light, giving breath to my soul, giving a voice to the love, I wanted so badly to show.
7: The memory sworn to be kept, an unforgettable memory being fed, and hopefully will grow.
3.
8: Love offers no effort in finding you.
9: But falling in love cannot be forced, hence if you force yourself to fall. You will fall. There will be no one to catch you.
10: Leaving you with nothing but a pain-filled memory sworn never to let go.