Mentle health

How much pain can a human take 
How many smiles are real or fake 
How many times do I have to break 
Before you realise I'm a mistake 
How long do I have to sleep 
So my emotions don't get so deep 
How strong do I have to be 
Because that isn't me 
And one day that's what you'll see 
How many times do I have to pretend 
That my mental health is on that mend 
How Many times do I have to lie 
And tell you that I don't want to die 
 
I'm sorry to say this my dear friend 
It's unlikely that my mind will mend​