message from the invisible man

Messages and calls,

Ideas and wondering about it all.

Thinking of days gone by with glimmers of eureka moments of short lived heart felt memories and gestures.

My action is simple, my conviction is true, the motive is pure, integrity vital for all that was needed was a small recital to convey the message you needed to hear.

Whenever I tried I seemed to stumble. Not as I was unsure or needed to duck or cover from falsehood  and cower from lies or it sibling deceit. 

It was so impersonal and didn't seem right to pass on my message through WhatsApp text or a phone call. So temporary would be its contents for emotions that's burnt in us both so permanent and forever.

I can understand why you would choose to ignore, erase and wash out our time. To reduce the memory of us like a small pigment in your lifetime that's nothing more but insignificant. I'm now totally Invisible, uninviteable, a spec of dust among the sands of time.

I don't have pride to admit my wrong, or expect people to break out in song, to have you come back to me and start it all. I was wrong for walking out when you needed me most.

Confused and not sure of what to do, my hand opened the gate. I followed through assuming it was to late. Thinking if you needed me close you'd  head for my embrace but it seems you've chosen my fate, Instead of what you thought was an unseen grin before shedding a tear while heading upstairs and slamming the door.

My message to you is simple and pure.  I beg your forgiveness and ask your pardon from this burden of knowing it's ended and gone.

The timing was off and reactions were wrong, emotions ran high and positions were strong, but Heart, Feelings and Love for you were never doubted, never wrong and always true. We just lost each others point of view.

So I take my leave and ask that you grant this invisible man's plea for reprieve.