Mirror on the wall (a supposed dieing fathers ode to my 3 growing fast boys)

Kobe Bevan this is for you and Riley and Bradley 2. You had the best of me in every fatherly way. I hope you remembered before I started to seemingly decay. Unfortunately Riley and Bradley's memories aren't gonna be nowhere near the same. I love all 3 of you equally, All the same just in different ways

06/02/2019
Mirror on the wall Everyday I wake up, I cherish my life and how it should be, Instead of Looking at this person in the mirror, standing there thinking that’s just not me! Thinking Why me? But I’m still alive, I’m still here, To look at, In that mirror everyday, You wouldn’t know I was terminally ill, Today, Tomorrow or yesterday.... I find my strength through my 3 little boys, In their happiness, smiles and the way they play, Me just wanting to fill their lives with joys.... A fire burns through my heart, At the thought they’ve already lost their dad, And In many ways, In So many parts. Boy does that burning feeling hurt. But it’s them that keeps me going on. It’s them who make me smile and keep my will power to be ultra strong. It’s them because they’re my everything, My all. They make me so proud in everything they do, So when i look in that mirror, I’m sorry to all 3 of my kids, All 3 of you, I’m sorry to tell you this, But I think at some point in the future, The inevitable may happen and tour dad you’ll miss.... But remember I hold the joker card, So I’m always going to be death defying man I’ve always been, My cancer won’t get me till I’m 83!