Misbehave sudden

Everytime that I hate love,
I take drugs, to feel a faint buzz,
So my brain doesnt,
Misbehave sudden,
Everytime I feel hate coming,
I know it's the devil cause he stays cunning,
He doesn't have to do or even say something,
It's unanimous they just win,
It's time the curtains to my life began shutting,

My alter ego came for me,
Lucifer's restrains are free,
We're still dancing I'm still tryna take the lead,
I wanna ask who created me,
How can I go to where all the angels sleep?
And still be Satan's seed?
Of course my lady leaves,
I don't blame her I couldn't support her basic needs,
My realities just make believe,
Baby please, I'm afraid you'll leave,
At the start you were the one chasing me,
But I didn't know which way to lead,
My babies stayed through heaps,
All the times I was up for days n weeks,
All the times id make her leave,
And every single night she stayed with me,
I know that you're my place to be,
I know I'm hot headed like a train with steam,
Those games we know we played them heaps,
I think she knows I'll always be staying street,
I couldn't just stay discreet,
I don't care how we look or the way it seems,
Cause everytime we make up like Maybelline.