Missing you

I close my eyes and feel you there but when their open I pray you were 
you left me here without saying goodbye.
I sit alone and cry and cry
If god could only spare us one more day I love you I miss you is words I'd say.
If god only knew what you meant to me so young and beautiful  would he set you free
I can only pray we will meet again the one thing left that keeps me sain.
If I could call you in heaven to check your alright maybe it would help me to sleep at night .