the mistake

I lay down in fear afraid to be loved.

I can't love myself, what's the point in love.

he comes to me, his hands on my face,

He kisses me softly, and it seems like he cares.

He takes his hands and moves my hair.

I look at him, my eyes filled with tears,

don't want it to happen,

but he presses into me.

The pain moves up

and all can do is whimper.

I can't take it,

my body starts to shiver.

He looks at me, as happy as ever.

I fake a smile, knowing this pain will last forever.

I gave into temptation,

the biggest mistake ever

he doesn't even love me

and neither do I.

It's over and done with,

I'm lonely inside.

cold and ashamed,

with EVERYTHING to hide.

I close my eyes and start to cry.

NEVER AGAIN,

will another guy take my pride.