Mistakes are made

Mistakes are made,
And they cannot fade,
I try to hide.

I play pretend,
Like nothings wrong,
For depression is my friend,
And i like to pretend im strong.

My mistakes follow me,
Im marked by their words,
And i can no longer find the key,
Because i am just two-thirds,
Of what i used to be.

I slowly fade,
In and out,
For the mistakes ive made,
Make me want to shout,
With something more than my voice.

Im Erased from their past,
Or so they say,
But thats only a lie,
To help me get through the say.

Im fragile and weak,
Im done and broken,
I can no longer speak,
The words that used to be spoken,
Because i am no longer the same.

My words are not trusted,
My personality has been adjusted,
To fit their needs,
Before mine.

My mistakes.
That i have made,
Will never go,
Will never fade,

Ive hurt,
I have betrayed,
And once again,
I feel as though i have been played.