Mixed Emotions

• My face may show a smile, but my heart bares a frown I see u speak... but can hear no sound,
• its seems your in the air.. and I am on the ground, why is it the more I go up, the more WE go down?
• I think some times is it love or just simply lust?
• can I be all you need? am I the one you trust?
• I love you...  lord knows I do, that`s why I stopped lying...and told you the truth.
• Maybe I should've looked from your point of view.
• I fall asleep with you on my mind, often thinking is this the right time?
• so I dream of us, to make you smile for me is a must, out happiness...
• A dream that seems to always be  just out of reach, I`ve talked to the lord, and listened to the preacher preach, but still can`t escape the emotions that I feel so deep, Thoughts that began to creep, thoughts that cuts my heart so deep, and now it leaks, it leaks... the pain, the sorrow, the anger I feel, what is fantasy?  what is real? maybe I should chill, maybe I shouldn`t feel, maybe for this game I jus don't have the skills.