Mom

I wish the tears would stop

And the fighting would drop

I wish we could all get along

But we think each other’s wrong

I wish you could see inside my head

And for what I’ve done give me some cred

But now my minds wrecked

Since you want me to be perfect

I can’t help but the think of suicide

So I make the cuts deep and wide

And I’ve gotta admit in the past I’ve lied

But you don’t know how many times I’ve cried

All alone

Crying on the phone

Tellin’ my one true love

That I’ll watch him from above

And even though he’s not crying

I could tell inside he’s dying

And my thoughts are flying

I’m honestly trying

But I guess you don’t believe it

And you want me to prove it

But once upon a time

You weren’t as sour as a lime

I just want the old you back

Maybe then I’d get on the right track

Because you were my main support

But now I needa build a protective fort

To keep the words your mouth’ll emit

From makin me like shit

(I'm still workin' on it and shit I just wanna know if it's good.