Monster

I'm not much of a poet anymore.
That door I made a point of closing.
But it turns out that was a bad idea.
I still have a lot to say to ears that will never hear any verbalized words from this books pages...
So let's start the old story with a new chapter...
I failed.... Again....
I failed to protect someone I love, from a danger I for the first time never saw coming.
I let my guard down, and so a monster slipped through the cracks.
She hasn't been the same...
As we recover from the drama more is made!
Now everyone has their gun's blazing on a monster hunt!
But what they don't know they should take me down to...
Because its my fault he got close enough to damage.
Maybe just maybe, if my trust issues lasted longer I could have seen the danger coming!
I didn't know what to do!
I promised not to drown my sorrow's so I decided to make a trade with the bottom of the bottle!
You can have my fears and these tears just give me my false confidence and that enough for now courage!
Courage to face my mirror because I realized the monsters I'm afraid of aren't under the bed, they aren't the strangers in the ally ways, their us!

Me being my greatest fear....