Mothers day Poem For My Mom (Inside story kinda stuff)

Mom

I really don't know where to start,

you yourself are very close to my
heart.

I love you more than you will ever
know,

even though sometimes I don't let it
show.

your the strongest women I have ever
seen,

friendly, loving, although sometimes
mean.

you work so hard for for this family to
survive,

you keep us together, keep us alive.

you work way too hard, it makes me sad,

I wish I could support you and dad.

you have done so much for me I can
truly say,

I work just to spend time with you on
mothers day.

I come to you when I need a friend,

I know you will be there for me until
the end.

I keep ticking because of my family,

especially you, without you I don't
know where I would be.

I miss Florida when we all used to be
close,

those times I truly miss the most.

one day things will be the same again,

we will just work and pay bills until
then.

keep being yourself, your what keeps me
afloat,

when I feel like I'm sinking like a
capsized boat.

your there for me when I'm not there
for myself,

when I'm low on the pedistool, your
high on the shelf.

You mean the world to me I want you to
know,

your love and affection sometimes glow.

Reach for the stars, keep your head
high,

you deserve the best, soon you will
fly.

I know recently I have hurt you deep
down,

but don't be sad wipe away that frown.

I'm sorry for all the pain I have given
you,

I never meant to do this, to make you
blue.

it kills me inside knowing you worry,

everything will be okay, just let it
be.

I don't do these things to make you
cry,

I do them just so I can get by.

I cant express how much I love you
heather,

you can count on me to be here for you
forever.

your more than my mom, my best friend
indeed,

I came from you, you planted my seed.

I spent nine months inside your womb,

and with the umbilical cord it almost
became my tomb.

so they cut you hip to hip so I could
live,

I caused you so much pain, so life you
could give.

I cant thank you enough for everything
you have done,

I'm so proud to say that I'm your son.

Ps. Ill have to so somethinng for you
whenever I get off house arrest...