MY ABUSE

BLOOD RUNNING DOWN MY FACE,

BRUISES ON MY BODY, BROKEN PIECES OF ME FLOATING AWAY

THINKING SUICIDE EACH PASSING DAY, SLOWLY NUMBING WITH SO MUCH PAIN.

TEARS ROLLING DOWN LIKE RAIN, SAYING YOU LOVED ME, FIST AGAIN ON MY FACE, HAIR PULLING AT YOUR PACE.

BRUISES GOT DARKER AFTER BEATS ON MY SKIN,HELD MY BODY DOWN IN A PIN. THINKING FIGHTING BACK I JUST WOULDN'T WIN.

SAYING IM WORTHLESS, SAYING NO ONE WOULD EVER CARE...THINKING ALL THE LOVE THAT I EVER PROVIDED TO YOU, ALL THIS JUST ISN'T FAIR.   

BEING HELD DOWN, FEELING FORCED, BEGGING YOU TO STOP , SUDDENLY UPON MY FACE ANOTHER POP, TELLING ME TO DIE, HOLDING ME TIGHTER EVERY TIME THAT I CRIED.