My affair

I'm having an affair it's different to many 
You'll understand soon like the drop of a penny 

He's romantic and kind and soft to touch 
I think I've fallen I love him so much 
He kisses me kindly and strokes my back 
His attention I admit I never lack 
He loves me daily and tells me so 
I think he's the way I need to go 

He's pure in soul and good at heart 
I knew he was right from the very start
I know it's bad and I live a lie
But my love for him I cannot deny

So he is my lover and I'm his girl 
in this life of a true love whirl 
It couldn't be better well that isn't true 
I could leave the other man and be entirely with you. 

But I'll just continue and do what we do 
And wake from a dream and be next to you 
Yep that's right the man I love and I see at night
Is merely a dream and out of sight 
As I wake I have to leave him there 
And my real life man here with no care