My BIggest Fear

As I sit here I can hear the echos
The echos of the pieces of my heart breaking away
What we had is no longer there
My biggest fear is here
Every thought of losing you makes the pain go deeper
Pain I never thought I would feel
Pain that's worse then anything I have ever felt 
Pain that doesn't compare to the pain I felt when I was hit, kicked or being yelled at.
I know we weren't ones to talk a lot
But we both knew we were still there
But now I feel you drifting away
Drifting at a speed I can no longer catch you at
My biggest fear is here
Fear of losing you for good
My heart breaks a little more
Tear's form, drip down my face
Knowing you aren't where you are suppose to be
My life is now short a person
The person who I once aspired to be
My biggest fear is here 
You have left by choice
My heart breaks more everyday
Everyday not knowing when you will appear
Everyday I wish for a sign
A sign you are coming back
Everyday I hear the echos
The echos ofmy biggest fear
Echos I will hear continuosly everyday
Until I can catch you
When I do I can share my happiness
My new journey and you can share yours
Until then I continue to hear the echos
The echos of my biggest fear
My fear of losing you