My confession

Mentally I am a wreck, drowning in the sea of tears,
The sea fulfilled with the taste of salt , I cannot breath.
I was left alone in this cruel and unpredictable world,
the only thing I had in mind was death, at last it never occurred.
With my eyes all I could see was the foggy night,
I faded into the darkness with mysterious delight.
Everyone has left me and hated me while I have cried inside,
my heart was breaking part by part and it was tearing my life apart,
I want you to be careful, not everybody can be as strong,
 or else you will have the blood of your brother on your hands, all life long.