My Creator

I remember them days back when my dad was in my life 

for every mother alive I pray your a responsible wife 

Growing up doing wrong was the end of me

you always told me certain friends I made would be the end of me

every quote you said 

was Heaven sent for me 

writing for tomorrow 

feeling really skeptical 

my moms love feeling really desirable 

every time I fell 

her hand out 

it was reliable 

another victim of the dad less community 

you played both part 

your greatest 

immunity 

look some mothers is real 

others is rather gimmicks 

some is like a lottery 

only way you win is 

scratching the ticket 

sick and tired of being 

sick and tired 

your only a boss 

failing will have me fired

taught not to swear

I'm mentally wired

I guess you can say I'm used to lessons 

every wrong I did 

you've made a blessing 

I promise the best 

came from change

a shot for goodness 

is tortured by long range 

watching time fly through sunsets

how it feel to catch a son

with love nets 

how it feel to raise a boy 

all alone

skin shed in legacy a loyal son

to the last breath of me

it's so hard for civilians 

I'm such a outsider 

sociable chameleon  

love is for the dedicated 

thank God for you

deceased without my fathers mating

high enough God couldn't give a rating 

It feels I'm getting younger you getting older 

I'm getting hotter your getting colder

drastically blending 

will make us warmer

born Soulless thank God I have the ability to make one

Making love with opponents

who else have the ability to make one

My creator gave me all my ambitions

reading this would give you some

some shed tears I shed flowers for the dead 

red roses for remembering what people said connection with people 

like Z's to beds 

Turning signatures to autographs 

turning frowns to to more laughs

life deserve a change like cell phones from telegraphs

Telling mom we could live forever 

we found out what our soul worth 

our writing is subliminal 

even priest couldn't find the worth

you said you was like me 

I didn't learn a thing from it

R.I.P. to my self 

to learn a thing from it

a female I guess we all came from it

watching you grow led my state of mind 

threw my heart to the world 

I wonder who can find ...

Look I know I'm too young to drink white wine 

I'll confessed I had it a few times 

but I'll change like quarters and dimes 

It's nothing average about human life forms  

nothing scary about mental storms 

because mental storms made me write another night 

even though it's dark I'll take it light

even though hatred bigger I'll take a fight 

to be honest asians was first to love black and white 

alcoholics to spilled beer or headlights to a still deer my presence is blurry like contacts to make it clear

told my mom I want to make people smile harder than school dropouts

if love hurts 

purposely getting hit waiting for the knockout

Said it once before I'm a permanent call

what is children if mothers

never discovered love at all

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