my demons

these demons 
are sour like lemons

once they turn rotten
I'm once again forgotten

covered in these scars
all this black is dripping

not good by far
head feels like ripping

words won't come out of these lips
wish i could just take this by a sip 

my demons talking to me again
i just wanna listen to them

don't care about the outcome 
they don't care where it's from

I'm always on the alarm 
never feel a shame

I love playing this game
where I just go along for the fun

maybe it'll be fast 
like a bullet from a gun

my demons are my cast
I always feel like I'm shunned 

at least I'm not last
I'm always first with my shadows

never have to show
don't have to mast

never have to go low 
never feel lost

insides are growling
let me out

they wanna go play
I'll just go and lay

so these demon can take
take my body to thier cave

I don't wanna be saved
now I'm bleeding

my demons need a feeding 
cause they are my seedlings

now I'm slipping 
letting them control

for my old self will be no more
and I give no shits

these demons are lit
don't need a first aid kit

I'll always be a shadow
even in the lightest of day

if u want to see me
then come play with my demons