My depression struggle

Im crying
Im slowly dying
Why is life so hard
Why am I so scarred
This is not a joke
Im trying not to choke
Im still hurting
Cause im flirting
With my death
Yet Im fighting to take my breath
Im screaming at the top of my lungs
But it’s as if im speaking in tongues
Im trying to run away
I feel like its prey
Im trying to run
Yet Im done
I wish to fly
I wish to die