My fate and how i deal with it

Its my fate and how i deal with it that makes me whom i am.
I am me and me beats any of lifes hands from from its deck of cards that we are all dealt. Some get money and wealth,
some get energy and really good health.
but then theres some like me who come already broken,
too much to be fixed,
i try my hardest to be normal,
but do u know what?
thats one of lifes hardest tricks.
but you carry on like the other circumstances of other peoples lives do,
as thats your chosen path and with that i make do....
i cant do all the things other 32 yr old parents do,
but the love i give my kids is more than double as they,
like me,
appreciate everything my body allows me to do.
i cant climb trees or play football anymore,
i can't run around and pick my kids up off the floor.
but ....
the things i can do i amplify,
and push with more effort,
give everything my all to make up for my unfortumate misgivings.
My boys and I,
we rely on our smiles,
so in this house you'll find them stretching,
for miles and miles and infinite miles!
anything i CAN do,
its done with full heart,
anything i CAN do,
i forget everything from my past,
concentrate on the present as the future is unsure.
the here and now,
not before or after,
presently in my life,
all i want is my families laughter!