My Fear

Why do my eyes have tears
When I'm already dealing with my fears
I try to stop my negitive thoughts
But no matter how hard I try they don't seem to stop
My fear of abandonment and being alone
Has put my life on hold
Even though I'm making steps forward
Feels like my fear has gotten boulder
My thoughts getting louder
My spirit getting lower
My soul getting weaker
my heartaches gettin stronger
Still through this I choose to be on my way
Baby steps, strugglers, tears and pain till I'm at a place where I want to stay
A place where my fear does not have control
Until then I pray please god keep me strong until the end of the road.