My first lyrics for my loved ones

Instrumentals from nas thugz mansion. When the beat drops at 54 seconds in then start.

Here we go!
This one goes out to my boys, My mum,
friends and loved ones.
Past,
Future and present,
I just want my boys to know so here we go...

My boys are my world,
My everything,
They're my main reason my story carries on.
The main reason im still here, Thriving and living,
The real reason behind these lyrics to which you listen,
My world,
And the 3 bundles of joys i was blessed to be given.
I'll always be with you all, Especially if it turns out,
that there is a heaven...

By the tender age of 13,
My eyes had already seen,
and done many things,
that a teenage boy should never have even done or even seen.
No one held me back,
So I was led down the path of darkness and destruction.
Drugs,
Money and alcohol.
At that age were my everything,
Being chased by the police, Thrill seeking.
For my kids I don’t want that, They give me strength to go on.

My boys are my world,
My everything,
They're my main reason my story carries on.
The main reason im still here, Thriving and living,
The real reason behind these lyrics to which you listen,
My world,
And the 3 bundles of joys i was blessed to be given.
I'll always be with you all, Especially if it turns out,
That there is a heaven...

Don’t let them follow my same path,
Just look at the limbo I’m perched on... I’m laying here, Slowly Dying from cancer, Who knew the devil was this good a dancer..
Not knowing when my time’s up and to the skies I come.... So boys lets make use of this time,
As I don’t know how long daddy has got to carry on.
For you all I’d wade through lava as you’re all my everything.
All my saving grace.
You boys are our familys namesake,
It’s soon gonna be up to you, which path you choose to take....

My boys are my world,
My everything,
They're my main reason my story carries on.
The main reason im still here, Thriving and living,
The real reason behind these lyrics to which you listen,
My world,
And the 3 bundles of joys i was blessed to be given.
I'll always be with you all, Especially if it turns out,
that there is a heaven...

I’m always going to be here, Dead or alive and strong, Giving you all a helping hand, Just to carry on.
To all of my loved ones,
I’ll still love you when I’m gone...
When I’m gone,
just close your eyes and there you’ll see me and you can visualise,
Talk to and I’ll listen but i'll  only ever will be able to answer at night,
Through your dreamland visions...
All the decisions we make in our young lives have a ripple affect,
And good or bad we learn from it,
so treat your loved ones with all of your love. All your respect...

My boys are my world,
My everything, They're my main reason my story carries on.
The main reason im still here, Thriving and living,
The real reason behind these lyrics to which you listen,
My world, And the 3 bundles of joys i was blessed to be given.
I'll always be with you all, Especially if it turns out,
That there is a heaven...
Don't worry as I'll be there, Heaven or not,
Being your overwatch... Hanging with the clan of Bevan.....