My god

Here iam  once more your forgotten sinner, looking at your cross my voice gone from so many prayers, my knees have bleed so much kneeling at your picture what more can i say if i have fallen from your grace , tears fall when i visit your house in hopes you remember me , for so long i been begging for your guidance for a sign of you , in my darkest days i seeked your light but none was there , on my saddest days i cried out to you but my tears dried up and you never answered ,holding on to my rosary i did many good deeds in hopes your eyes gaze upon me once more so many years have passed and yet i still hunger for your love , so empty without your love  what did i do to deserve such fate forgotten by my god , such days continue as i observe your loved ones and i cant have their joy .and despite it all my faith is still high for one day your love i will have,  one day your eyes will gaze upon me once more and i will be completed  but untill that day my prayers will continue in hopes that with your love i can be saved ...                                 your forgotten sinner