My head is a mess

I want to scream and shout
To show you how i feel
So you know, I'm not blind
I know when your not being real

I know you far too well
I know all of your lies
You know i am not stupid
So please dont be surprised

But i chose to ignore it
To brew and fret and stress
Cos it's not worth the argument
My feelings matter less

Sleepless nights thinking
My mind running mad
Trying to get some clarity
But it just makes me sad

So i take each day as it comes
I have a drink to destress
To block my mind of angry thoughts
Ow my head is a mess