My Husband

 I remember the good times we had,

Everyone has memories of the bad as well,

But I cherish the moments we shared,

It wasn't all that bad,

The love we made is our secret, never tell,

I have and will always care,

I know when were mad, we say things,

But I know in my heart you were never a 'fling',

I married you for a reason,

Mainly because I knew I needed you,

You are my soul mate,

My best friend,

My everything.

I believe this love is our fate,

I know you love me just as much as I do you,

I know i've made mistakes in the past,

I know I have a horrible reptutation,

But in the past it was an open invitation,

Now you're my only obsession,

We probably moved in this too fast.

I hope and pray,

That tomorrow you will be home,

Hoping tomorrow isn't a suicidal day,

This feels like a non sleeping coma,

I cry inside,

People are still causing problems with their lies,

Reality sucks,

You're probably having better luck,

Sometimes I want to just disappear,

I have fear, only because I feel like you have hate towards me,

I usually cry every night,

I run away a lot, keeping my thoughts and feeling to myself,

I hope you miss me,

Please never leave me be.

The world is filled with so much pain,

I know when you get out everything will stand quiet for awhile,

I miss you're smile,

The days are taking forever,

I love you unconditionally,

All I want is us to be one happy family,

Don't ever doubt my love for you, please never,

I promise our love will grow bigger for each other and a lot we will gain.