My Inner Child

Surrounded by my thoughts,

So many things rushing through my mind,

I can't see where I'm going

I think I'm lost in time,

If only I could let go...

I'd be free,

If only I could conquer my fear...

The fear within me.

I want to run

I want to hide,

I wish I was free

Free from my life,

If everything blew away with time

I wouldn't stop to watch,

I wouldn't think to cry,

I'm not even sure I'd even say goodbye,

I wouldn't look back,

I wouldn't run & hide...

Oh, how I wish to be free,

Free from the fear inside.

For I am the only holder of my key,

If only I could unlock the door

Let loose of the fear within me,

But what if I did?...

Would I even change?

Would my heart have been untamed?

If people could notice me,

Would I even care?

So afraid to die alone with no one there.

If I were normal,

Would anyone give a 2nd look,

If children were older,

Would they care about the love they took?

If the world was what we all wanted,

T'would a bland tasteless life,

There'd be no point in separation of wrong and right,

God, I wish to be free,

Free from the fear dwelling inside,

Then I could be what everyone wanted..

Not lost, not awkward, not shy

Finally free from the fear of my mind.....

My Inner Child.