My last poem

Just woke up from another dream
My heart is aching and breaking
I just wana scream
A hand full of tablets I have taken
I will pass out so I don't feel broken
I see the knife
Shall I make that cut
I think I can coz I've got the guts
All it will take is one big slash
Then my life will b over in a dash
I can't stop and think
I should just do it
But what will people think when they no that I've quit
People I love would be so hurt
Am I selfish for thinking this dirt
I need a way out of all this pain
I need to feel free and weightless again
I'll soon be forgotten
And your grief will soon end
Don't forget I love u all
Your my best friends
Please don't be sad and cry
My memories will live on
My soul will never die
Its just my body that's gone

I've almost gone now
It won't b long now
Free from pain now
And weightless again now
All my memories I'm taking with me
Will keep me happy and safe from halm
Please don't shout and be mad
I need you all to stay calm
This is what I want please don't weep
I'm not in pain now
I have just gone to sleep

This is my last poem please don't be sad
I've gone 2 sleep so I don't feel bad
I no you will be angry and you will feel sad
But I'm at peace now
And I feel happy and glad
I'll love you all forever
Even though were apart
Your thoughts are with me always
Deep in my heart