My Life

 My life was interrupted, 
 It was changed so quick,
 The thought of it all,
 Just makes me sick.
 My heart felt like it was cut out with a knife,
 I had my beautiful babies,
 They was my life.
 Now it's the simple things I am forced to miss,
 No more playing tag, going to the park, or even a good night's kiss.
 No more tickle monster, kissing boo-boo's, or even tying shoe laces,
 Instead of all that,
 All I have is the memory of their beautiful faces.
 In an instant I was changed,
 And now I'll never be the same. 
 So please don't take your  children for granted,
 Life is not a game.
 Birthday's, Christmas, & Mother's day too,
 I sit , I cry,
There's nothing else I can do. 
 I have lived a hell of a life,
Just to stay alive was an everyday fight.
 I was even to scared to sleep at night. 
 I've been pushed, punched, stomped, & even shot,
 Now tears in my eyes, a broken heart, & a bullet in my jaw is all I've got. 
 He calls himself their daddy, 
But never even tried to teach them right from wrong, 
Now I am dreaming of tucking them in & singing them a song.
 For the next 5-10 years,
I wait.............
 To be able to see them, touch them, hold them, love them,
 I pray it won't be to late. 
DEDICATED TO MADISON HOPE, THOMAS LEE-EVERETT, & MADILYNN FAITH BROWN. MOMMY LOVES YOU & I WILL BE WAITING NO MATTER HOW LONG IT MAY TAKE.