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My midnight gloom

My midnight gloom

Each and every night is exactly the same, I cannot find solace Oh what a shame.. As I creep thru the corridor in my lonely gloom, from bed to bed in the other room..

Insomnia is my constant fight stressing me out amidst my plight..the least little thing keeps me awake as my husband slumbers, I cry and I ache..I want someone to tell me that I am alright betwixt the blackness of the night.. but noone is there, I am all alone, as I pad the darkness, I groan and I moan..

If only I could find silence within my brain, but the tinnitus is my demon as it drives me insane..that gyrating generator that sounds from outside, tho it follows me everywhere, so I cannot hide.. and it puts up it’s volume as it rearranges from buzzing bees to loud tinny changes..I have lived with this problem most of my life, and as I seek out the spare room, am I being a bad wife?..

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Greg Etsell

i to have tinnitus and some time wonder
is that sound in my ear or is outside 
and yes it is in my ear i have had for 20
years nothing any doc can do about it
it does keep me awake  

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Jill Tait

Awwww we are very alike what with tinnitus, skeeplessness and poetry x

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Jill Tait

Aww I will survive lil while yet luv ty ❤️❤️❤️

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Marion

God Jill...that sounds horrendous!! Can't you get some seeping tablets?? I don't suffer from tinnitus thank god....I'm a good sleeper but only if I have a book to kill my thoughts ...what about some herbal.sleep remedies?? ?

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Jill Tait

Ahhh man I’ve tried everything worst of the lot is my hubby hates me tuther room is gets nasty as hell if he wakes up n then stress makes tinnitus go off bloody ricter scale lol men grrrrrr ❤️❤️❤️

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