My Misery

Once again, hitting dead ends following my heart.
Uncontrollable downward spiral I slowly self destruct.

The endlessness of heartache I hide within myself.
The excruciating, prison of pain in which I'm made to dwell.

There's no escaping this contagious plague of uncontained misery.
Behind me, in front of me, all I see is dead ends through eternity.

Lost in the darkness with no given guiding light.
I pray to the gods of this world please just let me die. Let me die..

I am a curse, wandering this earth not even existing at all.
I'm trapped within my haunted skin of an empty zombified vessel.

Veiled behind my walls of sorrow, I evade the thought of a new tomorrow.
Tormented with faith and what could be, I deny all expectations of hope willingly.

I'm trapped in a Black Sea within my soul, a never ending Abyss of pain I let take control. 
I can't take no more of this sorcery, oh why do I let it torture me.

I'm stronger then this but I just can't hold on, when I know everything is forever going wrong.

Time took a toll on my delicate heart, and cursed me with this heartache of the want of giving up.