My Past

Memories come flooding back,

Ones I kept on a rack.

All things that I fear,

They fell tear after tear.

Now they are at the brim,

Turning my eyes again grim.

My heart begins to sink,

Tears at the brink.

Trying to hide it all,

So I wont visibly fall.

I want to forget,

Make them regret.

Stuff I never told,

So I wouldn't fold.

Pain I did feel,

Hoping it wasn't real.

My life they did destroy,

I felt like a child's toy.

Felt all the abuse,

Is it right to use?

Felt all the pain,

Tears fell like rain.

I felt it physical,

I felt it mental.

I felt worthless,

Looked at myself as less.

I wanted to hide,

No one by my side.

How could it be?

Thought they loved me.

Didn't know where to go,

Covered in black and blue.

Never knew I was something,

Though I was nothing.

Hid my face,

Felt like a disgrace.

Tried to be perfect,

I felt neglect.

Everything I kept on a rack,

All memories came flooding back.