My reasons

I found myself today understanding why I've been feeling how I have been the last few weeks,
A home for my son to come into this world is what my heart seeks.
In as little as a month or so, my first child is going to be born.
and here I sit with not even a roof to call home, which is leaving my heart torn.
I never thought that I would bring a child into this world and not have anything a newborn should
It's my own fault, I've had nine months to get ready, and I haven't, like a mother would.
I'm keeping my faith as much as I can, for I know the Lord will help me.
This is the only thing I can find myself believing.