My regrets

My regrets tear holes in my sole like a savage beast how did I become this thing I vowed never to be I promised as a child never to be this way what have I become I tear hearts apart unintentionally this feeling of hopelessness has overcome me I have I done it this time have I ruined it have I fucked it up to the point of no return all I can do is hope that heart that was perfect is still working even though there are now walls and scars where love once was