MY SILENT FRIEND

Do you not care 
That my whole life 
Has been one of fear

Afraid to walk the streets 
Afraid of the foods I eat
Afraid even to close my eyes 
And go to sleep 

I am afraid of the air I breathe 
Afraid that in life 
I will never succeed 

Afraid when someone calls my name 
Afraid of constantly being shamed 

I am afraid of being in a crowd 
Afraid of those that talks loud
Afraid of being alone 
Afraid of not finding my way 
Back home 

I am afraid of being touched 
Even though I need it so much 
Afraid of the darkness of the night 
Afraid that nothing will turn out right 

So what will I do if I don't have you
My comfort, my shadow 
My silent friend 
You are my reflection, companion 
And my life long protection.

Wilford Barker.