My skin

My skin was soft and gentle.
He liked soft and gentle.
I hated my skin.
It became rough and hard.
Why?
Cause I made it that way.
His skin moved his eyebrows down when looking at me, my skin then trembled.
The skin on my cheeks covered in tears.
Skin on my arm covered in bruises.
The skin on my neck covered with the skin on his hands.
I can’t breathe, my skin was closing by the skin inside my throat.
I'm suffocating, but i can’t stop it.
The skin on his hands one stays on my neck and the other moved down.
My shirt is uncovering and my button is coming undone.
My skin isn’t mine anymore.
It was like I was paralyzed, My skin was numb and my bones couldn’t move.
I thought I screamed, but i stayed silent waiting until till it was over.
My mind dead, my skin taken advantaged.
I hated my skin, it was dirty it had his sweat on mine.
I hated my skin, i hated my skin, i hated my skin.
Over and over my brain said in my head.
Promise he made to never do it to me were lies.
My skin never escapes.
I scratch my skin, I hit the skin on my head, I screamed in tears that drenched my face in water.
I turned on the water, warm on my skin.
I touched this packet filled with two pills only two.
The skin on my tongue touched them with joy.
I layed back waiting.
Started getting sleepy, and more sleepy.
I feel into a deep sleep.
My skin is rotting.
I’m dying slowly, my lungs filling up with water,
only six minutes till I drown.
No one’s here to save my skin, so I made it so no one can touch my skin ever again.
And now I’m dead lying till someone finds me.