My so called life(Headphones)

Sometimes I wish I knew where it all went wrong. As a child growing up, l listened to all the wrong songs. To try to find the messages in life through the music. The lyrics that I only related to was filled with anger and resentment. God I wish for another start, so please can you end this so called world that had spiraled out of control. My will to live has half way faded and I'm losing my hope for a purpose playing my roll. My so called life has taken its downfall, once too many times. My so called life, in lyrical rhymes. My so called life, is not even mines. My headphones drown out the silence in life. Me and my headphones are bound together, in my so called life.