My Soulmate...

With weakened words,
This feeling, really hurts,
Lost, frightened to move on,
Scared, that I might forget you,
With the heaviest of hearts, now in pieces,
A forever love, now in histories hands,
But I want holding,
I want holding too,
From my friend,
My husband,
My soulmate,
Tomorrow is a day without breath,
I can't live without you,
I don't want to witness a world, when I can't tell you what I saw,
I pray, that I'll see you again,
I pray, that I'll feel no more pain,
I never cherished your last kiss,
I never cherished your last words,
For I expected another,
The taste of your lips are fading,
My tears won't stop cascading,
I had a heart that was unbreakable,
Now, it's a mosaic unable to cradle...