+Lost In Eternity+

This feeling again. Why cant I escape when all I wanna do is fall. Never have I held you so tightly,so gently, so soft. In these arms you became my seraphim symphony. The way I could see every serene sparkle at just the right time, Those eyes like diamond mines. Eyes that id drown inside. Now I look up through my dying eyes. Looking for life that Ill never find again. I pray til im blind,cant take the sunshine, I fear that this fear will consume me in time. Im nothing short a broken mirror, when thats gone,ill probably disappear from here,but the one thing,I need to know now, how could you ever let me drown,I cant breathe and im down, going out of my head, replaying every single word, was it something i said,i know that i can be the worst, but the worst pain ive ever had, couldnt hold a flame, to the way you ran away, i could never be the same, so for me,ill be leaving on a train, forget about forgetting it, never ever again. My first Hate...