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He says I am your one only

But held that gun to my head..the sacrificial rage pumping through his veins, eyes so beautiful the color of caramel. Shining, wit a pure emptiness..I gaze in wonder of this deadly angel, so beautiful yet full of hate. In denial hung over my head like a weeping guardian angel. Naïve little girl he spoke, don't follow this demon. My ears heard none of which it spoke. He was MY demon

He says I am your only one

Grabbed me, fingers of steel... The cold metal put into my hands, mocking me, tempting me, calling me...yelling he don't love u..u don't love u..no such thing as love. I held it in hopes this would please him. I hid it in hopes he'd believe he could depend on me. I loved it, for it was his

He says I am your only one

I watched him walk away in the early morning with a treasure only one could give away once in a lifetime, returning at the darkest hour craving more..the impurities he left behind a residue that would never go away forever stained on the living room floor, forever painted on the bathroom counter, forever soaked into my mothers bed.. Something so beautiful he is, yet so conniving, eyes still haunting me to this day

He says I am your only one

He compelled me with spells made of gentlemen behavior, made of soothing words followed by soft touches and took hold of my heart, mind, and body..I believed the devil's words that spoke to me...I was weak and he knew it, I was alone and he knew it, I wanted to be loved and he knew it, shit he could feel it. My needs spoke to him in a begging silence..my wants yelled to him,only to fall into a in dead silence as the windows to our souls spoke to each other

He says I am your only one

And he left, I once again felt dead inside. I dug my own crave in hopes he would dig me up..I craved his calculating cautious stare that defiantly yelled I AM HERE..his confidence that gave me strength to belong, strength to make me feel wanted, strength that whispered I am not alone

He was my only one, but everyone else's also