Narcissism: A Savior

The peeking of the sun marks another sleepless night
Time and time again I consider throwing the fight
Take heed the message inside my wasted cries
Darkness blinds the mind that hides behind these dull hazel eyes
Thoughts damp with brutality
A fissure in my duality
Wish to hasten my retreat
A notion too sweet
For this battle is one I'll never fear
Only cuz I wouldn't be able to watch them all shed a tear