Never again

A handful of E's we took, 24 hours later I'm looking pale

My mind is in the doldrums no wind in my sail

If only I had the strength to be normal

Stick with only alcohol through the night,

Now I'm stuck in limbo. No end in sight.

In a bid of desperation to lift the mood we tick some coke,

If there's a god looking down he's playing a good fucking joke.

Never again, I've had enough, no more days of partying wild,

My head feels like a rubix cube in the hands of an autistic child.

But in the end who makes the choices? I've only myself to blame,

If it wasn't for the Valium I would have long gone insane. 

I'm going to stop writing this shit all my poems sound the same,

In reality I'm really happy, just want to pass go and finish the game.

All this shit might sound suicidal, but far from that I am,

Just the comedown blues I'm feeling.

Where the fuck's that valium?

Must go now, too much gravy on the brain.

I'm in need of something stronger to take away the pain.