Never alone

The sheets of my bed,
Are living my life,
In de shadows,
Of emptiness.

Love that holds me down,
Doesn’t let me float.
I shut down,
In the drought that sticks onto me.

My thoughts are screaming a cry of fear,
Longing for the end of my time,
Hoping for the message,
That announces my end.

The humiliating tone of her laugh,
Makes me wonder:
“Why can’t I protect myself,
From the cruelty of her deceit.”

Nobody that saves me,
From her destructive wind gusts.
The way to light can’t be found.
The life in me is exhausted.

Her hypocritical deceit,
Shoots me down wickedly.
The sorrow is overwhelming,
But the emptiness never leaves me alone.