Newish Girl Friend

Oh Baby I love the way you make me feel

but sometimes

I CANT FUCKING STAND YOU

I ball my fist in a temporary rage

but quickly it sedates and I remember

I love you

I'v only known you for a short time

yet time and time again you

LIE

but never cheat so I let it go and tell you it's all ok and I forgive you

BUT ITS NOT AND IT PISSES ME OFF

when you make a promise its meant to be for keeps

every day you say you say only what you mean

yet time and time again you promise and blow it off as if its

NOTHING TO LIE TO ME

I just want to hold you close in my arms and make you feel warm and safe

but the way your treat me makes me want to

BREAK

my heart into a million pieces

when I tell you how I feel you laugh

and I get your kinky and like it when a guy gets mad

BUT REALLY?

it's begining to get sick

your playing with something thats explosive

and I dont like it

I need you to take me seriously

I gave you my heart

and you say you love me

but do you really?

you make excuse after excuse as to why you cant be with me

and you think your sly but every time I catch you

then you get angry

WHEN I CATCH YOU RED HANDED

but you don't cheat so I let it go because I figure like with all relationships it will just take work

so I wait and pray that maybe the lies will just stop and we can be just you and me

and no more lies

I already had half my heart broken once and I gave you the other

so this time I can take a few false truths sometimes I'm lazy we all have our faults

but this time With you if you cheat

ILL DIE

I'm not so lowly as to kill myself but my life would in fact be over with my final sliver broken

I'd have to recreate my whole heart piece by piece

you have somthing so precious to me if only you know how treasured that piece really is would you maybe be more careful still

you have my heart there you see, or whats left of it anyway

please be careful and hadle with care my love for each night I place my trust in you in hopes that you will do what youl say  youl do

each morning I lye awake and I pray my heart to work you take

and hold it close like a badge of honor

You are my love my hope my all

Kylee