Nightmare

I can’t believe this nightmare what’s happening 
when am I waking up from this dream 
Is it in my head no it’s a reality 
it’s challenging me 
most definitely 
I can’t take this agony 
All this pain and anguish killing me
 mentally emotionally 
what the fuck happening to me
wake me up from this dream 
Im surrounded in steam
Do you no what I mean
I feel like I’m losing hope 
No self esteem 
im finding it hard to see 
right from wrong 
I can’t tell the difference 
so I wrote this to see what’s wrong.