No Shades of Gray

Brderline personality disorder I wish there were a cure, I'd be the first one in line that is for sure

 I hate you don't leave me don't go please stay black and white thinking no Shades of Gray thoughts of the past crush me everyday ,please someone help me why am I this way.

 shouldn't I be better learn to deal with it by now ,I don't want to be like this someone please show me how

how do I stop being angry at loved ones who did nothing wrong ,all these intense emotions I wish they were gone.

 I want to be normal I forget how that feels to get rid of these emotions and stop wanting to run, step out of this storm and into the sun.