Nonsense Part 2!

I am a 19-year-old teen mum,
A mother to my son, Ernest.
I am a mix of many things—
Niuean, Samoan, Pakeha, German, and Irish.
I love to listen to music,
I love reading my manga,
And watching my animes whenever I can.
Spending time with my son is the best,
Watching horror,
Writing poems from bottled-up emotions,
Going to the gym,
Instagramming,
Snapchatting strangers and friends—LOL.
Singing makes me happy,
It’s furry and fluffy,
Light brown skin,
Smelly breath, like it doesn’t brush its teeth,
Lazing around until hunger strikes,
Working with the pack to hunt its prey—
Grrrrrrr... ROOOAR!
It’s had its lunch.
Being near the ocean makes me wonder—
How is it even moving?
How do the creatures of the sky dance on air?
I sometimes wonder if the girls in class like me.
What does my face look like?
How does my brain send commands to my arms and legs,
Telling them to move in sync?
I think about how the pen I’m holding feels—
Firm and rough.
Is Lina pregnant? How would she feel about having another baby?
What does marriage look like?
Can I trust anyone?
If I’m lucky, I’ll find that one true friend
Out of all those so-called “friends.”
Fake or plastic?
What’s the difference?
No one can truly judge anyone—
Before judging, pluck out your own eye first.

Gwen.P