NOTHING

i have withered in self pity

i have drowned in shame

tasted the bitter failure 

tattooed with the blame

cant point the fingers

i wear this lost

not even comprehending 

what was the cost

feeling lonely

all compassion has walked away

silence is my expression

nothing left to say

words cannot express

the pain deep inside

the fake , the smile

i'm afraid i can no longer hide

when the story is told

please have mercy on me

it was not my goal to be nothing 

i just could not see