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call me baby

or call me crazy

sleep next to me until the pain is gone

and the rain has faded

hold me until i'm not numb

and my stormy days have drawn

grab my bones 

and break them done

plant me in your garden

every year until you're old

and worn out

until you hate the world

like i do

paint me the sun

when all i see is clouds

take my sufferings 

and shatter them in the middle of the street

in the early morning hours

when everyone is asleep

water me like grass

in spring

or shovel me away like snow

in winter

tell me i'm worthless

then promise you didn't mean it

or break it and mean it anyway

believe i'm heaven sent

then curse me to hell

where i belong

don't tell me you didn't know

nothing was wrong

pretend i don't exist

and swallow me whole

try not to cut your throat

on my pieces of broken glass

don't shed a tear

when i fall down

pick me up

and throw me around

kiss my bruises 

until i have more

cut open my scars

but don't tell me you see light

tell me that blood isn't beautiful 

and neither am i

am i the apple

of your eye

bring back summer

and hold the moon close

drown me in the ocean

before i drown in my sorrows

take my possessions

and throw them at the earth

kick my demons 

cover them with dirt

make them hurt

flowers grow wild

but those won't cure me

speed up time 

to when i die

bury me as ashes

or let me bleed

i'll never 

ever

be anyone you need